@MBLAQCD

Even if my heart dies , dance never will .

I'm missing this dude here too much .

I've been tweeting him , @MBLAQCD .

I hope he knows my existance , I'm sure he does .

Well , I've met this awesome dude and we did TALK !

Awesome right ?

We even TOUCHED .

Hahahaa as in handshake uh OMG .

I'm still awake , wide awake y'know .

But my body is tired ,

so I promise a proper post tomorrow alright ?

Going mega flea with deardear and julia !

It's gonna be FUN FUN FUN FUN ! ^^

Alright nights folks .

My heart goes to ;

Yes I miss all this people here .

Aren't they just too awesomeeee ?

^^

SHINee Jap Album ;

Okay omg yes , I am regretting not getting this album now ! FML .

Breaking dawn ;

Don't worry about falling in love because in fairy tales, they don't find each other until the last page.

Greetings folks , it's currently 2.11am and I'm pretty much awake .

Please do not ask me why are all this amazing little words underlined cos I preetty much don't know what my naughty fingers were pressing all around the keyboard .

I love my family , yes my immediate family the most of course .

I love mummy , she said she'll sponsor me two pairs of Vans . Awesome much .

I don't really know which Vans to get though , never thought one day they'd be mine .

The first time I saw I wanted pink , but deardear wants pink , but she said it's okay and asked to to just go along with my favourite pink , so what should I do , frustrated .

And after these two pairs of Vans , I'll pretty much wait till either my birthday or after O's to get a pair of dancing shoes for myself .

Saw a few nice dancing shoes from Nike , DC and so on uh .

I think I'm turning VERY pinkish and I really mean VERY PINKISH .

Milky pink fingernails , hot pink toenails , hot pink schoolbag , a lot of loud pink tops and dresses , intends to have hot pink extension after O's , probably getting hot pink Vans , most probably a hot pink dancing shoes , crave for all sorts of hot pink stuffs .

Nevertheless , I should pretty much buck up and study my ass off for my prelims and O's cos I want to get into a JC badly , somehow .

I need a degree to be a air stewardess , and I need to pass through university .

I mean I'll work towards my dream , yay .

I'll probably go find some part-time work at the airport after O's .

Oh and not forgetting joining "O SCHOOL" after O's .

Fyi , it's a dance school and scape and I want to learn Street Jazz .

Gonna be joining dance as CCAs when I get into JC or so on .

Got to go to bed alreadddy , /yawns .

PS/ I MISS HASHBROWN , as usual .

PS// MONTE CARLO , cos I LOVE Leighton Meester A LOT !

BABYJJONG ;

Hey sup dudes , it's been a week since I last posted . MISS ME HUH ! /winks . Did I mention that holiday is indeed boring huh , nothing to do at all , actually there is hell lot of homeworks , but I'm slacking at home like nobody's business I swear . Watching all Mblaq's varieties , even re-watching some of them . Been slacking my ass off and I should really get my ass off this bloody house and go STUDY ! Alright , I did study yesterday okay ! Studied alone at Novena from 12nn till deardear came at around 3.30pm . Ate popeyes , then went TTSH's Starbucks to continue studying ! I was totally feeling like a NERD , and that's what I'm gonna feel again tomorrow . This time going to Ngee Ann Poly to study , hell yeah ! I AM NERDYGIRL95 !

I REALLY REALLY MISS KIMJONGHYUN , MY BABY AWW ! I MISS SHINEEE !

PS/ I MISS HASHBROWN .

PS// I MISS KIMJONGHYUN .

PS/// I MISS PARK SANGHYUN .

Chaos ;

I live to dance , in all emotions .

As precious your baby is to you is as precious dance is to me . I'd love to thank every single one of you whom had helped me or even guided me to this path . Yes , I used to be only a sporty girl and stuffs but come to think of it , dancing is sporty as well isn't it . You can dance hardcore like street dance , hip hop , and even girly and sexy ones like ballet and sexy jazz . To me , dance is everything . Like I said , people said I couldn't make it , I don't dance well and so on , but confidence is key and I think I have it . Gonna get myself my very first pair of dancing shoes in a months' time and I'm so looking forward to having that dancing shoes mine ! I'll be meeting Jinyin tomorrow to get our dancing pants , and we're gonna dance together along with Crystal and Cindy on Saturday to prepare ourselves for the upcoming dance battle . I'm pretty sure we can do this so yeah girls , let's give it our best shot .

PS/ I really miss Hashbrown !

Confessions ;

Hey sup dudes , today was a rather boring day for me . School sucked as usual , exams screwed as usual , slacking like no tomorrow as usual . Honestly speaking , I really hate it when there is nowhere to go and everybody just slack in the canteen or something . Alright , deardear came my house then we went to ate POPEYES . People fly aeroplanes as usual , they fly machiam one pro , machiam one professional pilot . Omg and do you know how much I love Popeyes , VERY MUCH . Okay , met Samuel and Novena and so on , and guess what , deardear was acting shy , so not like her . Went eat dinner with him cos tutor cancelled our tuition , but I didn't eat though . Walked around town then headed home , and I slept from 7plus till 10plus , zai only .

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CONFESSIONS:

BGIRLS , OMG I LOVE THEM LIKE NO TOMORROW ! They're the most awesome people to hang out with and they're really too fun to be with , love these girls .

MY DEAREST DEARDEAR ! I really love her like yes I'll only say this once to make you happy , and she is one of the most important person in my lifeee ! We heart to heart like almost every day and she is one whom I can really tell everything and anything under the sky .

MY SUPER CLOSE FRIEND , HELL YEAH . I love this woman but she love me more y'know . It's always retarded with her around and it's really more retarded than whatever you can imagine ! Totally glad to have someone like her in lifeee .

OMG I LOVE HER AND HER DIMPLES ! She is such an awesome friend and it's always fun with her around . We can get really retarded at times , and now she is always OWNED BY ME YAY ! We're from the same gang cos we had similar tattoos , we're ah benggg !

OH EX-LAOPO ! I love this woman like a lot too , she is really an awesome friend but too bad , she's too kind and stuffs . She trust like almost everybody , and everybody is important to her . She's always bullied and made used of , so sad righht , but I still love her .

OH AND I LOVE MY TATTOO ! MY 'ROSYHEART' GANG ! So gay omg , but I love it ! Aww , my tattoo is going to fade off soon , omg noooo .

Adam Khoo Workshop ;

I love Adam Khoo's Workshop like omg seriously . I especially love Gary Lee ! Omg he is serious and hilarious , I love it when he smiles . Omg he is actually quite cute y'know but he is married . I learnt a lot of things throughout these 3 days of 39hours workshop . This is the BEST workshop ever , no wonder we've to pay so much luh . I really hoped it was some sort of 3 days camp instead but unfortunately nopee . I know I won't be seeing these instructors again , but still I'm really grateful for whatever they had taught us , I've learnt to appreciate others more , especially my loved ones . I got pretty emotional yesterday and today , cried like nobody's business and I thank Wanxin , Yingjie , Julia and Rene for being there . 5 of us had been hanging out together these 3 days and they're really awesome people . I love laughing at others together with the 4 of them and we can go really crazeeey ! As for my closest friend , I missed her a lot seriously . Well we haven't been spending time with each other lately and it felt a little weird y'know . Yes this person is none other than my deardear , leeqiantingberlin . You know I really love you alrighht . Aww man now I'm missing my instructors , gerald , bong , trina and especially gary ! I'll try to put my time into good use and study hard for O's , make you guys be proud of actually guiding me to the correct path and make my mum proud of me .

PS/ I miss Gary .

PS// I miss ......boy .

PS/// I miss deardear , I love you .

PS//// I love you mummy .

PS///// I love you daddy , hope you can see this in heaven .