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Hello .

I don't know what it really means . I only know I've to continue waiting . Maybe someday you'll just disappear into the thin air , I'll never know . Maybe I should just walk one step count one step . I don't know where I'll be heading in the end cos I see no light . Maybe I'm walking to the end with light , maybe I'm walking to the end that gets darker . Or should I just stand still and not move . My mind is in a whirl . I shouldn't think so much about it right . I'll always remember all the memories we had .

Thanks love .

XOXO

XOXO

Dear 110113 ,

Why am I such a weakling ? I’m getting upset so easily . Sad and emo then cry . Well , what can I do to stop all this ? I think I’m falling in deeper but I don’t want to . I higher I go , the deeper I fall . I shouldn’t be into all this things now . I should just concentrate on my studies . So why appear in front of me , oh please tell me why . You’re treating me hot and cold . Oh I hate this . I’m not her , who likes all this challenging stuffs . I’m just a 16 year old girl who only dated once in her entire 16 years . I’m not good at all these stuffs either . I’m begging you , just treat me hot or cold . Just choose one please . I’ll don’t know what’s my next step . Got to take one step , count one step . I’ve no one to rely on already . I only have myself . So please don’t torture me in this way . Crying doesn’t solve any shieet you know . Even though I teared so much for you , has anything changed ? No ! It’s still the same , I’m like wasting tears but still , it flows out and I can’t help it . Please let me know the decision you’ve made . I have to just stay strong and accept whatever your decision is . As said , I’m a weakling . I don’t know how to handle such problems as I’ve never encounter them . I only can cry , emo and be real sad . I’ll try to get over it once and for all .

XOXO